A Time When I Thought I Was Going to Lose My Mind
This most recent breakup has been pretty rough. That sounds crazy, especially coming from me given how this is my sixth (?) go-around with a relationship in the last four years and for whatever reason I still can't seem to get it down pat. Nah, I'm lying, I highkey know the reason. The residuals have just been kinda hard to cope with since I was dating this girl for over a year and it turns out that I was actually way more attached to her than I initially figured when I broke it off between us. It is mostly my fault the way things went down and I can acknowledge that. I'll never be too prideful to admit when I'm in the wrong, internally at least. My eyes were bigger than my stomach and I'm pretty sure I have issues with long-term commitment and fidelity. I should talk to a therapist. I miss the girl bad but I know deep down in my heart of hearts that we're better off apart, and that I shouldn't pester her anymore. Being mature is so hard, I swear.